How
do I quantify Narrow Ridge? Do I tell you outright that the experience was
worth more to me than all the gold and diamond in this world… more than any
green paper, more than any super power, or any princess? Would you laugh at me
if I told you that the experience was magical? That it was priceless? That I
could never put a price on the experience, and if I did, that the sum amount I
create would fall tremendously short of the actual value this experience
manufactured within me. I wonder…
Let
me begin by weaving you a short tale of my life. I am a survivor, a knight
trapped by his armor. I have waged many a war, have lost many a battle, and have
been struck by life more I’d care to elaborate. Narrow Ridge stripped the
armor, it left me bare. I felt the sun on my skin, saw the fog of desperation
and confusion evaporate before my eyes, and entered into a trance that forever
changed my life. I was at once free and happy. The mountains smiled at me, held me in their
bosom, and nurtured my growth. I rediscovered myself on those glistering slopes
and under those stars. I found peace and tranquility, direction and
inspiration, and above all, a community that I could count on for emotional
support.
Community,
what a wild and crazy word. Community within this disconnected world, what a
concept. In Narrow Ridge I found this word, and this concept became real. Prior
to this event, I had no idea what that word even meant: what the hell is a community? – I thought. After years of dealing
with a dysfunctional family, that word
seemed like a distant dream, a vision that had evaporated with the sway of the
wind and life’s unrelenting and chaotic rain.
But in Narrow Ridge I found the Sun, a Sun that cleared away the fog,
the clouds, and calmed the winds. It opened me to the blossom of the
wild-flowers, the quiet-whispers of the trees, the happy-chirping of the birds,
the cheerfully-hooting owls, the playful-howling coyotes and the warm-purity of
the human spirit.
My
armor fell little by little, one garment at a time. First the battered
shin-guards, then the scarred gloves, followed by the broken helmet which had
been tarnished by years of wear and tear, and finally the barred chest piece
which had been long strapped with an iron will and an unshakable fear to
exposure. But then… once all of it was gone, all of those things, all of my attachments,
I felt freedom. True freedom, pure freedom, unquenchable and far-reaching
freedom. My heart glowed with love. A love that Bill and Mitzi shone into me,
into the deep well of my past that carried the inescapable parts of me that
hurt the most, those places where a small child hid in corners of darkness
where no sun-ray had touched. A barren landscape encapsulated this child… there
had not been any growth in this barren landscape for years. Bill and Mitzi,
through their loving embrace, compassion, loving-kindness, and empathy, carried
Prometheus’ light into the core of this well, and lit the child’s eyes once
more. They awakened in him a sense of love, and from that love, rays of light
emanated from his heart, and for the first time in a very long time, light
embodied the entirety of the well. And the child was happy once more. And I… I
wept. And wept… and those tears touched that deserted ground and from their
healing properties, that deserted ground broke apart and roots began to spread
everywhere. Trees, flowers of all colors: blue, red, white, yellow, everywhere
all at once blossomed. Sparrows, eagles, and birds of all types flew across the
horizon, mountains rose and slopes were created, rivers and lakes filled the
ground. The sky was clear blue and the sun gave the most spectacular orange
glow. The tree’s shadows elicited the sun’s light, allowing rays to appear. A
beautiful macrocosmic biodiversity grew inside of the child, and he was finally
ready… ready to join me in my journey. Together we held hands, I looked into
his eyes, his eyes reflecting my past, and then he vanished… turned into
dandelions which covered the sky in a majestic glow. I knew now I was ready. I
closed my eyes and from within my heart, roots spread across my body which
helped heal all the broken branches connected to me. They became my lifeline,
carried life inside of my blood. And their message spread through me: you are
connected, you are one with this world, love everything and everyone
unconditionally. The child spoke to me once more.
Bill and Mitzi, I will never forget you. Thank
you so very much for being a source of inspiration and unconditional love.
P.S: I love everyone that shared
in this experience. You know who you are; there are no words to describe my
gratitude and appreciation for your kindness. You all rekindled the fire within
me, and I don’t think it would have been possible without you all. Thank you
all so very much and I will never forget any of you. I promise to always stay
in contact with you for as long as I am alive. May we never forget May 5-May
12, 2013, Narrow Ridge Earth Literacy Center and the amazing experiences we all
shared.
Peace and Love,
Luis Fuentes.